Jonathan. I miss him every day, but for some reason, today more than most. I have been fighting back tears at work all day. I miss him so much. Tomorrow I should have been 29 weeks pregnant. It's been 8 weeks since we lost him. My heart just still aches. I am such a planner and I know his nursery would have already been practically done by now - I was just too excited. Now all I have is an empty room with baby gear. I would give anything to still be pregnant. Anything. We miss you sweet boy.