Monday, August 1, 2011

I really miss

Jonathan.  I miss him every day, but for some reason, today more than most.  I have been fighting back tears at work all day.  I miss him so much.  Tomorrow I should have been 29 weeks pregnant.  It's been 8 weeks since we lost him.  My heart just still aches.  I am such a planner and I know his nursery would have already been practically done by now - I was just too excited.  Now all I have is an empty room with baby gear.  I would give anything to still be pregnant.  Anything.  We miss you sweet boy.


  1. Cry it out! Crying is more than okay :)

  2. I'm so sorry for your loss. Grief is part of healing!

  3. I love ya so much friend. And Jonathan knows everyday how much you love him because Jesus tells him. You can cry anytime to me. You are such an amazing person. You have literally blown me away throughout this whole thing with your faith and strength. You are truly incredible! I pray for you and jack everyday. I know god will give you peace and healing.